Aditi

33 | Married | Home Baker

When I lost my mom who suffered from rheumatoid arthritis for 15 years, I never thought my life is going to be so tough. Back to back I lost so many people since that year. After few months I lost my grandmother. I saw 2 deaths in year, my twin brother moved to Dubai, dad got retired & was dependent on me.I  had a very bad friendship breakup with my best friend.
Me & my husband decided to part ways with our in-laws because of no support from their side & no emotional availability. Because me & my partner followed our passion as career & didn't opt for proper corporate jobs, some people, close friends and relatives slowly started to abandon us as we couldn't meet up to their expectations. We didn't even know why? They literally ghosted us. But it's ok because even we didn't want to be with people who didn't allign with our energy. I now run my home baking business successfully as only baking gives me a purpose & happiness and made me financially independent as well. My small cake business had to suffer financially. Then came the lockdown, all household responsibility came on my shoulders. Loneliness hit me & I had major anxiety attacks. Some days i couldn't sleep, the fear of living my future without anyone in my life, the grief period of my mom & my best friend scared me a lot. I  couldn't let go, so I took hypnotherapy sessions and practised meditation to come out of it. Me & my husband have fought all battles together. He is my bestfriend & we both make sure to be strong and achieve our dreams. That's why we travel as much as we can & live our dream.

All this only made me extremely strong ,thank God for my husband's support and now I am very proud of myself as I look back at my journey. Do you want to know how I changed my life? How am I living my dream? Still finding & waiting for a non judgemental friend. As I always wished & still wish I had someone to talk to.I  still have trust issues, the word real friends is just a word for me because I feel I still have to heal & deal from that friendship breakup, adulting and everything in between. I would love to share my experience. If you are going through similar situation let's connect.