Swarup

29 | Single | Family business

 Due to misdiagnosis by the then known doctor in the respective field, I have suffered a lot physically, mentally and emotionally. My career got distracted due to that whole incident. My age was so young at that time, I hardly knew what exactly was happening with me, I couldn’t even express my actual pain and had to suffer with psychosomatic problems also. And all these happened at my golden time of life between 12 to 27 years of my age and I am still paying the consequences.

From being the topper of the school to district player in Kabadi to excellent in debate competitions and other extra curricular to quiz champion at the national level to gold medalist in thesis to clearing UPSC prelims, today I am struggling for my standing in life. Because after 3 major fusion spine surgeries which had happened due to the consequences I got incorrectly diagnosed with severe epilepsy and I had consumed medication for 2 years that too when I had not that problem. I have to give up my semi- govt job, my admission in TU delft for masters and scholarship from UNESCO, have to break my relationship because I am suffering with spine problems. These have broken me down mentally and emotionally, and have taken many mental therapies and treatment. Also I have survived suicidal thoughts too.

At the age of playing, making friends, exploring life, achieving new milestones and being happy and cheerful; I have been in hospitals, with doctors, stress, anxiety, without friends, most of the time in bed. Get isolated by everything and everyone. I always wish had someone to talk and not judge me and believe in me at right time. I want to be that someone for you.

 Have taken therapy.